I care too much about everything, especially those closest to me.

It doesn’t hurt me that you don’t give a shit about me constantly trying to inspire you. It’s the response I get, time after time. The emotion-lacking response. I’m not doing this for myself, I’m only saying and doing things because I care.
I mean how often do you find someone who tries to motivate you despite your response?
Because I surely haven’t found anyone like that.

“Everybody’s waiting, for you to break down.”

I treat you like family, you treat me like shit.